amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

Rain, starting

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

in a post. I want to be remembered

Picture

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.


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After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting


It Will Get Lighter

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Worse Lift

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17


"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

it is hopeful

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

I am below everything.

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

It Will Get Lighter

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

much more tactility

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03


the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

but i respect your search

so an active mazelike process

Today I felt like starting

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

abrar?