I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

yeah

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

hiding from the rain

we need to be deconstructing our identities

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

hello reader,

you cannot feed someone truth

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

send link

its good

god being the centre magnet

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

feel you

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

...

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

that looks like my instagram account

idk

no i haven't really read anything

...

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

your feed looks like my tumblr

but i respect your search

13, H, grate

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

propensity within someone

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

no like which do people call me