it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

so the method has to be autonomous

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i love it here

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

propensity within someone

ion

autonomy of learning

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

much more tactility

division of reality is straying away from it

its good

magnetisation/form

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

its good

so an active mazelike process

plato

December 2025

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

It Will Get Lighter

2 (actually index). two is company


we can only engage in such a way


so at the end