like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
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Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

it is hopeful

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

...

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.


i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

I Write Goodbye Letter

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

It's loud and he's gone deaf in one ear, so I don't think he's really hearing anything I'm trying to say. We're both pretty drunk too. It's making for a kind of surreal interactive Business Insider YouTube video of a conversation. He talks, waits for my response, sees my mouth moving but doesn't hear my words, then he imagines something in their place, and replies to that. At least I don't really have to do anything but drink and mime and listen to a lot of bullshit fake gangster talk, being an actor, boxing, the old days, blah blah blah.


so the method has to be autonomous

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

2 (actually index). two is company



the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.