I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.


Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50


It Will Get Lighter

Today I felt like starting

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

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plato

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Picture

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

i want to do that too

idk

IWGD

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate


Rain, starting

"Put a blanket."

ahnaf abrar

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

autonomy of learning

its performative

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful