we can only engage in such a way
my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist
for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the
taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because
at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given
i hope ai fixes this with
the cessation of interfaces and walls
division of reality is straying away from it
sorry i am texting like a slav
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the
morning, when I'm not quite right.
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.
bro i read nothing in my life
bro i read nothing in my life
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i
didn’t watch it then
part of an old note. It will get lighter.
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty
cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
god being the centre magnet
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent
real but its very manifestation
