bro i read nothing in my life
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems
annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder
where it goes in the day.
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i
didn’t watch it then
it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully
and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the
morning, when I'm not quite right.
this will be about a slug
2 (actually index). two is company
Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a
breakdown of common interpretations:
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry
class
It Will Get Lighter
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
you know who you are. no more time, not like
1
. way too
specific.
we need to be deconstructing our identities
Today I felt like starting
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about...
whatever
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media,
both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
we can only engage in such a way
no like which do people call me
Rain, starting
