okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

as in

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

It Will Get Lighter

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

bro i read nothing in my life

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

isaac

what do you think my name is

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i want to do that too

December 2025

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

yeah

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

no longer writing in the third person


you cannot feed someone truth

yes

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

propensity within someone

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever