Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.


Style

IWGD

this will be about a slug

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

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way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

currently

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

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Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Picture

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

it is hopeful

i really havent

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

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Lift Analysis

no longer writing in the third person

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Today I felt like starting

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

was it worth it

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.