I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Style

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

It Will Get Lighter

Rain, starting

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

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so the method has to be autonomous

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

plato

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Better Lift

kind of mythopoesis

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

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Today I felt like starting

yeah

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models