division of reality is straying away from it

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

not their contents

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

have you read

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i dont understand magnetisation

you cannot feed someone truth

idk

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

its good short few pages

so at the end

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

like magnets

or never left

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

but i respect your search

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

IWGD

which magnetises chains of pins

really i want the internet

sorry i am texting like a slav

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

what do you mean

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

currently

It Will Get Lighter

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

i see a website

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

i love it here

as in

so an active mazelike process