2 (actually index). two is company

ahnaf abrar

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

December 2025

no like which do people call me

bro i read nothing in my life

what do you think my name is

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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. way too specific.

its good

i really havent

or never left

is everyoneback on tumblr now

  1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
  2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
  3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
  4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
  5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

Thank you, Jack

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

It Will Get Lighter

I Write Goodbye Letter

no longer writing in the third person

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

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division of reality is straying away from it

magnetisation/form

in a post. I want to be remembered

whats your name?

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

its good

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak