bro i read nothing in my life
I am below everything.
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
division of reality is straying away from it
autonomy of learning
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
and the fake qualifier
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
abrar?
i was tempted to lie about my name
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
feel you
bro i read nothing in my life
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
It's loud and he's gone deaf in one ear, so I don't think he's really hearing anything I'm trying to say. We're both pretty drunk too. It's making for a kind of surreal interactive Business Insider YouTube video of a conversation. He talks, waits for my response, sees my mouth moving but doesn't hear my words, then he imagines something in their place, and replies to that. At least I don't really have to do anything but drink and mime and listen to a lot of bullshit fake gangster talk, being an actor, boxing, the old days, blah blah blah.
I imagine that some lab-grown 29-year-old from Woking with a mind honed to identify individuals who fit the profile of Real Londoner (as conceived of by 50 opinion-polled racist builders and their wives in the Midlands) picks a stubborn local who can still somehow afford to live here and passes him along to some creative studio.
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
Thank you, Jack
i really havent