I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
no longer writing in the third person
division of reality is straying away from it
in a post. I want to be remembered
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
really i want the internet
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
its good
we need to be deconstructing our identities
yeah
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
plato
i love it here
that looks like my instagram account
feel you
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
you have a beautiful account btw