There is a pretty persistent ambient hate in England, a lot of people say vile shit about Muslims or immigrants or whatever, but in my experience most people aren't actual white supremacists. They have a black friend who they get a beer with. One of the good ones. Etc.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

Picture

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

really i want the internet

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

no longer writing in the third person

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Lift Analysis

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

was it worth it

feel you

send link

i want to do that too

you cannot feed someone truth

its good short few pages

send your tumblr

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

autonomy of learning

your feed looks like my tumblr

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

yeah