Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
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like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.
i understand
autonomy of learning
is this you as well
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it
which magnetises chains of pins
yeah
propensity within someone
isaac newton
what do you think my name is
like first name
so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities
December 2025
god being the centre magnet
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls