I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

But seriously, thank you, Jack, for telling me that I could submit this to a high-level literary magazine or creative nonfiction outlet with some minor tweaks. I don't think I will do that.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

feel you

like first name

we need to be deconstructing our identities

was it worth it

the site i am dreaming

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

i was tempted to lie about my name

wait what is that

what do you think my name is

and the fake qualifier

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

your feed looks like my tumblr

i want to do that too

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

kind of mythopoesis

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

idk

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

in a post. I want to be remembered

lol

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

send your tumblr

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.