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i really havent

yeah

your feed looks like my tumblr

lol

all that is to say

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

send your tumblr

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

or never left

idk

isaac newton

i have read not even 1 book

that looks like my instagram account

i want to do that too

was it worth it

1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

no like which do people call me

ion

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

i understand

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

like magnets

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

like first name

is this you as well

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

you cannot feed someone truth

no i haven't really read anything