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Pimlico Rats

It Will Get Lighter

ahnaf abrar

December 2025

2 (actually index). two is company

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

The Hatton geezer (fuck off) is emptying his pockets, searching for the silver rizlas he apparently has. He refuses to take one of mine (also silver) because the tobacco I'm giving him is already too much to ask. He tells me about the guy who can do 50g of Golden Virginia for a good price, the guy who every other man over 50 knows. I'm not interested.

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

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The Hatton geezer (fuck off) reminds me of this old failed actor who I'd met at a party a few years ago, another man out of time and out of place. This actor had scored a minor role in Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels and never really let go of it, had gone on to build his whole identity around it. I can't really blame him.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

like first name

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

hello reader,

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Better Lift

Thank you, Jack, for telling me I'm just as bad as the characters (actually they're people, if that means anything to you) that I'm writing about.