I catch him on his way to the bar, telling him about this old racist failed actor that I'm avoiding. That I'm failing to confront. I get the sense he's avoiding people too. We get our drinks and find a corner. We chat for a bit. He's managing just fine.
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
thank you
December 2025
the site i am dreaming
much more tactility
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
bro i read nothing in my life
Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
and the fake qualifier
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
is everyoneback on tumblr now
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me
wait what is that
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."