Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

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part of an old note. It will get lighter.

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Thank you, Jack

13, H, grate

what do you think my name is

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

bro i read nothing in my life

i really havent

was it worth it

Picture

fw

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i have read not even 1 book

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It Will Get Lighter

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

yes

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

no longer writing in the third person

feel you

1

your feed looks like my tumblr

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it