there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

really i want the internet

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

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Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

as in

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

so at the end

Can I see

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

ion

barren land

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

we need to be deconstructing our identities

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

December 2025

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

is everyoneback on tumblr now

yeah

13, H, grate

sorry i am texting like a slav

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.