i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

it is hopeful

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

brb i will read and reply sincerely

Worse Lift


After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Better Lift

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

not their contents

really i want the internet

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

but really the thing should be autonomous

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.