nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
what do you think my name is
i want to do that too
i was tempted to lie about my name
is this you as well
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
plato
ahnaf abrar
no like which do people call me
i see a website
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse
i love it here
feel you
i really havent
like first name
yeah
and the fake qualifier
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
all that is to say
theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
propensity within someone