I Write Goodbye Letter

really i want the internet

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i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

but really the thing should be autonomous

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

i see a website

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

I am below everything.

brb i will read and reply sincerely

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it



no longer writing in the third person

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Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."


Lift Analysis

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Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.