I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

was it worth it

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

magnetises a pin

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

or never left

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

...

lol yea

Lift Analysis

as in

lol

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

its performative

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

IWGD