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feel you

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

I am below everything.

Today I felt like starting

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

brb i will read and reply sincerely

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

division of reality is straying away from it

"Put a blanket."

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

propensity within someone

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

so at the end

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

in a post. I want to be remembered

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos