Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever



It Will Get Lighter

so the method has to be autonomous

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

much more tactility

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

hiding from the rain

really i want the internet

so an active mazelike process

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Worse Lift

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

not their contents

bro i read nothing in my life


i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

i really havent

bro i read nothing in my life


Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

but i respect your search

i was tempted to lie about my name

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

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i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

yes

in a post. I want to be remembered

kind of mythopoesis