i really havent
...
the site i am dreaming
like first name
i was tempted to lie about my name
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.
send link
ahnaf abrar
no like which do people call me
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
feel you
Today I felt like starting
no longer writing in the third person
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
December 2025
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
was it worth it
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
so at the end
currently
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
was it worth it
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf