the site i am dreaming

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.


but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

It Will Get Lighter

Can I see

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Lift Analysis

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08


something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

what do you think my name is

I am below everything.

lol

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Better Lift

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting