what do you think my name is
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.
all that is to say
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
no like which do people call me
as in
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
whats your name?
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
brb i will read and reply sincerely
Today I felt like starting
so an active mazelike process