confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

Rain, starting

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
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ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

abrar?

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

propensity within someone

bro i read nothing in my life

what do you think my name is

Today I felt like starting

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i love it here

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

its good short few pages

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.