i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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Better Lift

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

it is hopeful

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Rain, starting

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

hiding from the rain

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

I am below everything.

you cannot feed someone truth

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

we can only engage in such a way

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

its performative

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

not their contents

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

much more tactility