to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

its performative

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

autonomy of learning

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it


Style

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

we can only engage in such a way

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

IWGD

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

As I'm trying to tell my Korean colleague / fresh meat that this is abnormal, that most people in England aren't like this, the host of the party emerges from the bathroom to a roar of laughter and applause. He's a fat middle aged Frenchman and he's changed into traditional Indian dress and a turban. He looks fucking ridiculous. I try to back away, to avoid the inevitable photo of me in this moment that will one day appear to ruin my life, but everyone is crowding around, trapping me in the middle of it.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation


Rain, starting

It Will Get Lighter

division of reality is straying away from it

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

2 (actually index). two is company

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging