the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

wait what is that

December 2025

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

i really havent

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

and the fake qualifier

send link

the site i am dreaming

was it worth it

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

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I am below everything.

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

propensity within someone

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

you cannot feed someone truth

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

its performative

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them