no longer writing in the third person

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

Today I felt like starting

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

no i haven't really read anything

thank you

sorry i am texting like a slav

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

we need to be deconstructing our identities

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

what do you mean

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

fw

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

god being the centre magnet

feel you

yeah

so the method has to be autonomous

have you read