with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

i see a website

Worse Lift

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

yes

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

but really the thing should be autonomous

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

so an active mazelike process

fw

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

as in

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

is this you as well

so the method has to be autonomous