mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical
to a transcendent real but
its very manifestation
my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist
for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the
taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because
at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems
annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder
where it goes in the day.
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
this will be about a slug
It Will Get Lighter
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the
morning, when I'm not quite right.
it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty
cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
Slug
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry
class
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
really i want the internet
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
I Write Goodbye Letter
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at
websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to
browse
It Will Get Lighter
