but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

its good

have you read

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

autonomy of learning

was it worth it

ion

i want to do that too

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

whats your name?

plato

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

feel you

Rain, starting

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okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

i was tempted to lie about my name

ahnaf abrar

you have a beautiful account btw

sorry i am texting like a slav

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.