I Write Goodbye Letter

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Thank you, Jack

kind of mythopoesis

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

It Will Get Lighter

13, H, grate


that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

Better Lift

Style

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

so the method has to be autonomous

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

we can only engage in such a way

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

lol yea

and the fake qualifier

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf