The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."

but really the thing should be autonomous

Lift Analysis

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

yes

so at the end

magnetisation/form

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

abrar?

i was tempted to lie about my name

much more tactility

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

its performative

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

and the fake qualifier

ahnaf abrar

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

division of reality is straying away from it

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

"Put a blanket."

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

bro i read nothing in my life

and the fake qualifier

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

yeah

was it worth it

what do you think my name is

i understand

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Thank you, Jack

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you