the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

much more tactility

division of reality is straying away from it

yes

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

as in

brb i will read and reply sincerely

plato

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

its good

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

really i want the internet

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Thank you, Jack

so an active mazelike process

i understand

sorry i am texting like a slav

hello reader,

your feed looks like my tumblr

i love it here