After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Rain, starting

all that is to say

plato

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

we need to be deconstructing our identities

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

It Will Get Lighter

yeah

lol

so an active mazelike process

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

its good

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

i dont understand magnetisation

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

is this you as well

its good

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

what do you mean