with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

abrar?

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

sorry i am texting like a slav

god being the centre magnet

feel you

magnetises a pin

It's

dusk

bro i read nothing in my life

Today I felt like starting

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

what do you mean

i was tempted to lie about my name

i want to do that too

i dont understand magnetisation

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

yeah

no i haven't really read anything

plato

was it worth it