Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

I am below everything.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

bro i read nothing in my life

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Better Lift

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting


Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Lift Analysis

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

IWGD

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

you have a beautiful account btw