it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Today I felt like starting

as in

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03


plato

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this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Lift Analysis

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak


so at the end

you cannot feed someone truth