currently
no longer writing in the third person
...
plato
lol yea
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
yes
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
so the method has to be autonomous
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
division of reality is straying away from it
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
we can only engage in such a way
lol
you cannot feed someone truth
yeah
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
magnetisation/form
idk
Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine