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i am quite illiterate on producing technology

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

yes

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

magnetisation/form

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

division of reality is straying away from it

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

It Will Get Lighter

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life