part of an old note. It will get lighter.

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.


13, H, grate

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life


Rain, starting

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

in a post. I want to be remembered

currently

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.


in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

its good

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

not their contents

i want to do that too

plato

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.