Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

13, H, grate

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

currently

in a post. I want to be remembered

It Will Get Lighter

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

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i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

was it worth it

no longer writing in the third person

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i see a website

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.